Do you really care about me?
Do you really think about my feeling?
Do you know what is "在意"?
如果你真的在乎我, 真的有心...就不會讓承諾失效,更不會...連一分鐘寫mail的時間都沒有
誠意,心意~ 哪怕是只有一句"今天很累"的mail我也能接受
你說:so I decided to finish everything and then to talk to you without any interruption
切~ 我差點就要下線了~
你說:sorry about that. are you free now?
對你我永遠都是free的啊
你說:ok, first, I apologize for everything I hurt you.
i take that.
你說:too many things happened last week
I became more busy after handing my essay.
I got two more presetation last week.
and I had to pack my luggage to move to my new flat.
I know it's kind of an excuse.
but just let you know some background about my recet life.
i am listening. ^^
你說:and Internet didn't work last week at my accomadation.
i am sorry that i didn't know that.
你說:you don't need to say sorry to me. all my fault.
我並不想歸咎誰對誰錯~只是想...跟你溝通..
你說:and after this couple of days, I got some feeling about our relationship.
直接說吧
你說:I want to let you know what I thought.
good
你說:like you said, I don't expect our relation.
for long-distance love.
yes, I did. I was dissapointed at this situation. I broke up with my former girlfrinds because of it.
when I need you or want to talk to you, I really hope you will be beside me.
we are far from each other.
我也很希望你能在我身邊~
就因為距離遠~所以才要更用心不是嗎
你說:I really hope I can join your group or you join mine. and then we can have more comman topics.
I tried before(my first girlfriend). It was fine at the beginning. and then we had our own lives and friends.
所以這一次你才會這麼消極嗎
你說:common topics became fewer and fewer and then our relation became weak and then we became just good friends without any loving.
And I found the same situation happened between us. Maybe I'm quite busy on my study and I don't know you a lot. I called you sometimes but I didn't know which topic I should start.
你說:I don't know. Maybe you're right. Sometimes I don't understand myself. I always look the light side. I always think everything will become better. but my dark side still influences me a lot.
我現在終於知道為什麼你總是不懂我要的是什麼~因為你一點也不在乎
你說:maybe I'm not ready to love the other person.
I don't want to hurt you but can we just go back to become good friends.
你知道嗎~我星期日做了一個決定
你說:what decision.
這是我給你的最後一次機會我不主動聯絡你了
如果你還在乎我~ 有主動跟我聯絡...那...you'll still be my boyfriend.
如果沒有...那...let it go....let me free.... 就讓它淡掉吧
一生....只有一次~
很多事都不能再重來....我們的感情也是...更是需要用心的
沒有互動的單向付出...我真的累了
也許.....這就是你一直在等的......等我什麼時候累了.......你也解脫了....
你說:maybe you're right. I'm not the right person for you.
按這情況看來~你永遠也不會有ready的一天
你說:maybe I don't know. But thanks for telling something I don't know.
這就是你想要的嗎
你說:I don't know. My feeling is very complicated. I haven't thought about that before.
我花了很多時間在替你找藉口~ 藉口多到後來連我自己都說服不了自己
你說:I'm so sorry. You deserve someone really care about you.
I think it's time to end our convesation.
I'm so sorry for everything I did to you.
什麼都不要說了
感情的世界裡沒有誰對誰錯
如果這就是你想要的~ 我成全你
你說:right, thanks.
祝你一切順利
你說:I don't know what I should say right now but good luck.
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